>evo, kokr obljubljeno, se drugi del.

kaj se je potem s to zeno zgodilo? pa, enkrat kasneje se je celo spomnila poklicat, smo ji dal se eno sanso, ble skupaj par mescov, potem pa ji je izgleda opeka priletela v glavo in je spizdila na svedsko za par tednov. brez da bi mi povedala. kljub temu, da sma kao bile skupaj. (a sluuuucajno kdo tule najde kak vzorec?! jst morem resno k psihiatru, tole bodo ornk travme, hehe.)
moja reakcija? odpisala sem jo po celi crti, nisem se ji javljala na telefon, jo totalno zignorirala v mestu, itd. mogla sem jo dat iz zivljenja, iz glave, in mi je tudi uspelo.
za skoraj dve leti.
a ker vsi vemo, da ne morem bit jezna na folk predolgo, in da imam rada poslihtane odnose (pa ce na koncu od odnosa ne ostane niti prvi o), sem jo enkrat po dolgem casu le poklicala in ob kofeju sma predebatirale celotno zadevo. jaz sem poslusala njo in njene cudne razloge, zakaj je sla. ona je poslusala mene in vse, kar sem ji takrat lahko vrgla v faco.

dandanes? sma kolegici. slisima se bolj redko, vidima se manjkrat, a zena mi je kul in mi vedno bo. in ja, upam, da jo vidim konec meseca. z ali brez klobuka.

ps- tole sem zdaj se enkrat prebrala, in ugotavljam, da ni prevec SFW. ni glih slikovni material, tako da lahko imate stran odprto tudi, ce ste v sluzbi (ref: folks at fotona and gov.si, hehe), ampak.. ja.
pps- in morem priznat, da me presenetlo, da sem kdaj tok “graficno” pisala. mislim, da bom mogla it mal nazaj na oni blog, pogledat te moje bedarije, mogoce kaksnga mal scenzurirat, itd.

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(may 20 ’08)
soon you showed you didnt plan on being only a stranger;
your hands on my face, your lips on mine,
your hips thrusting against my body.
apparently you were in a hurry.

i slow you down,
“we’ve got all night, youre not going back to setúbal today!”
your first reaction was one of panic,
but was easily dismissed by a slow suck of your tongue.

i undo your bra, you undid mine.
i almost took off your shirt, i wanted to kiss your breasts.
you grab hold of my hand, reminding me we’re in public.
“right.. ahem.. sorry”

i bury my head in that spot between your neck and shoulders,
you bite my earlobe and moan loudly, not caring any more for people passing by.
it turns me on even more than your hand between my legs.
i guess you understood immediately my thoughts,
why else would you then quietly whisper “please, fuck me now”?

i pull you upwards and you wrap your legs around my body.
positioning yourself onto my hips and finding my lips,
i reluctantly let go off your hair
and put my arm underneath you to keep you from falling.

i undo your pants and slip in my hand.
with a disbelief in your eyes you look at me
when i take it back out and lick my finger.
“just to know how you taste like before you cum.”

your eyes widen as i put my finger back in you
and you keep them open all the time, looking straight at me,
closing them only when i feel that familiar pressure on my fingers
and that warmth on my hand.

afterwords i remain standing still for what seems an eternity,
with your head lying heavy on my shoulder.
few hours later you left and didnt make that promised call.