>a pulse in my chest i havent felt in a long
time, id rip out my heart and hand it to
you on a platter, “see?? it hurts for you.”

rewind back to when it was you and i,
aware of your leg resting between mines,
pressing oh so slightly.
xploding plastix blurred out by your tongue,
teeth biting into my flesh, a pain i still
desire, admire with a comforting smile.
in the back seats of your brothers car, going
140, not a care in the world, just yours
and mine, fingers playing.

they say forgetting comes easily for me,
but do you..?